I did my best to notice
When the call came down the line
Up to the platform of surrender
I was brought but I was kind
And sometimes I get nervous
When I see an open door
Close your eyes, clear your heart
Cut the cord
Are we human or are we dancers?
My sign is vital, my hands are cold
And I'm on my knees looking for the answer
Are we human or are we dancers?
Pay my respects to grace and virtue
Send my condolences to good
Give my regards to soul and romance
They always did the best they could
And so long to devotion
You taught me everything I know
Wave goodbye, wish me well
You've gotta let me go
Are we human or are we dancers?
My sign is vital, my hands are cold
And I'm on my knees looking for the answer
Are we human or are we dancers?
Will your system be alright
When you dream of home tonight?
There is no message we're receiving
Let me know, is your heart still beating?
Are we human or are we dancers?
My sign is vital, my hands are cold
And I'm on my knees looking for the answer
You've gotta let me know
Are we human or are we dancers?
My sign is vital, my hands are cold
And I'm on my knees looking for the answer
Are we human or are we dancers?
Are we human or are we dancers?
Are we human or are we dancers?
Sunday 25 January 2009
are we human...?
Sunday 26 October 2008
common sense
Thursday 9 October 2008
Wednesday 8 October 2008
Wednesday 1 October 2008
tr3s
-Dizer mentiras… dizer mentiras…- gaguejou. Lucy tirou a garrafa das mãos de Pauline e levou-a aos lábios. O’Byrne recuperou um pouco da serenidade. As pernas tremiam-lhe. – Endoideceram ambas.
Lucy deu uma pancadinha no esterilizador e disse a Pauline:
- Isto demora ainda alguns minutos. Vamos lavar as mãos na cozinha.
O’Byrne tentou levantar a cabeça.
- Aonde vão? – perguntou, quando saíram. – Pauline… Pauline!
Mas Pauline não tinha nada mais a dizer. Lucy parou à porta do quarto e sorriu-lhe.
- Vamos deixar-te um cotozinho giro, para te recordares de nós. – E fechou a porta.
Na mesa de cabeceira, o esterilizador começou a assobiar. Pouco depois ouviu-se o barulho baixo de água a ferver e no interior os instrumentos chocarem ao de leve uns com os outros. Aterrorizado, ele puxou a mão. O cabedal estava a esfolar-lhe a pele do pulso. A correia roçava-lhe agora na base do polegar. Passaram minutos infinitos. Ele choramingava e puxava, e a aresta da correia cravava-se-lhe profundamente na mão. Estava quase livre.
A porta abriu-se e Lucy e Pauline entraram com uma pequena mesa baixa. Devido ao medo, O’Byrne sentiu de novo excitação, uma excitação horrorizada. Elas colocaram a mesa ao lado da cama. Lucy inclinou-se muito para a erecção dele.
- Oh, olhem para isto… olhem para isto – murmurou. Com uma pinça, Pauline tirou instrumentos da água a ferver e depositou-os, em filas certas e cromadas na toalha da mesa branca, engomada, que estendera em cima da mesa. A correia deslizou um nadinha para a frente. Lucy sentou-se na beira da cama e tirou a seringa grande do recipiente em forma de rim. – Isto vai deixar-te um pouco ensonado – prometeu. Voltou a seringa para cima, na perpendicular, e expeliu um pequeno jacto de líquido. E quando ela estendia a mão para o algodão em rama o braço de O’Byrne soltou-se. Lucy sorriu. Pousou a seringa. Inclinou-se de novo para a frente… quente, perfumada… fitando-o com os olhos vermelhos desvairados… os seus dedos brincaram sobre a sua ponta… imobilizou-o entre os dedos. – Deita-te para baixo, Michael, meu queridinho. – Acenou rapidamente a Pauline. – Se prender melhor essa correia, enfermeira Shepherd, penso que depois podemos começar.
Thursday 25 September 2008
sex...
Wednesday 17 September 2008
sticky and sweet
Madge, thank's again for the moment." - some ridiculous thoughts
Saturday 13 September 2008
Thursday 4 September 2008
the gift
Thursday 21 August 2008
the crunch
too fat
too thin
or nobody.
laughter or
tears
haters
lovers
strangers with faces like
the backs of
thumb tacks
armies running through
streets of blood
waving winebottles
bayoneting and fucking
virgins.
an old guy in a cheap room
with a photograph of M. Monroe.
there is a loneliness in this world so great
that you can see it in the slow movement of
the hands of a clock
people so tired
mutilated
either by love or no love.
people just are not good to each other
one on one.
the rich are not good to the rich
the poor are not good to the poor.
we are afraid.
our educational system tells us
that we can all be
big-ass winners
it hasn't told us
about the gutters
or the suicides.
or the terror of one person
aching in one place
alone
untouched
unspoken to
watering a plant.
people are not good to each other.
people are not good to each other.
people are not good to each other.
I suppose they never will be.
I don't ask them to be.
but sometimes I think about
it.
the beads will swing
the clouds will cloud
and the killer will behead the child
like taking a bite out of an ice cream cone.
too much
too little
too fat
too thin
or nobody
more haters than lovers.
people are not good to each other.
perhaps if they were
our deaths would not be so sad.
meanwhile I look at young girls
stems
flowers of chance.
there must be a way.
surely there must be a way that we have not yet
though of.
who put this brain inside of me?
it cries
it demands
it says that there is a chance.
it will not say
"no."
(Charles Bukowski)
Monday 18 August 2008
Friday 25 July 2008
o homem que nunca amou
- Mestre, o meu burro perdeu-se. Ajuda-me a encontrá-lo.
- Paciência, meu filho, eu vou achá-lo - disse-lhe Bajezid Bistami, continuando seu sermão.
Após algum tempo, enquanto ainda discursava, perguntou aos presentes:
- Existe alguém entre nós que nunca amou?
- Eu - disse um velho levantando-se - eu nunca amei ninguém, desde minha mais remota juventude. Nunca o fogo da paixão consumiu minha alma. Para que não turvasse minha mente, nunca deixei o amor ocupar meu coração.
O venerando Bajezid Bistami voltou-se então para o fumador de ópio que pouco antes o havia interrompido e disse:
- Vês, meu filho, acabo de achar o teu burro! Pega nele e leva-o daqui.
Tuesday 22 July 2008
M
Nobody's gonna show you how
Why work for someone else
To do what you can do right now?
Got no boundaries and no limits
If there's excitement, put me in it
If it's against the law, arrest me
If you can handle it, undress me
Don't stop me now, don't need to catch my breath
I can go on and on and on
When the lights go down and there's no one left
I can go on and on and on
M
Monday 14 July 2008
teu corpo seja brasa
Sunday 13 July 2008
Tuesday 8 July 2008
persegue um sonho...
Deixa-te levar pelas vontades, mas não enlouqueças por elas!
Acelera os teus pensamentos, mas não permitas que eles te consumam!
Procura os teus caminhos, mas não magoes ninguém nessa procura.
Arrepende-te, volta atrás, pede perdão!
Não te acostumes com o que não te faz feliz,
Revolta-te quando julgares necessário.
Alaga o teu coração de esperanças, mas não deixes que ele se afogue nelas.
Se achares que precisas voltar, volta!
Se perceberes que precisas seguir, segue!
Se estiver tudo errado, começa de novo.
Se estiver tudo certo, continua.
Se sentires saudades, mata-as.
Se perderes um amor, não te percas!
Se o achares, segura-o!
Monday 7 July 2008
cunt
Then my piano teacher said I’m just not good enough
My family called to wish me Happy Birthday which is sweet
But for your future reference guys my birthday was last week
Forgive me for what I say for what I say is blunt
Have you ever had one of those days where everyone’s a Cunt?
Your mother, your brother, your sister and your father
A lover, another, a teacher or your doctor
Co-workers and strangers and then all of your friends
Even the president- Why is everyone a Cunt?
I called the phone company I was overcharged again
They said, “Yeah that seems likely, too bad, thanks for choosing Sprint”
Oh then my roommate moved out without any warning
It’s moot to boot my landlord evicted me this morning
Now I lay me down to sleep tomorrow start anew
I pray the lord my soul to keep unless he’s a Cunt too
It’s a derogatory term for female genitalia
But if you are a misanthrope this term will never fail ya
Or if you’re a feminist who thinks the “C” word sick
Well it don’t make no difference ’cause everyone’s a dick
slowmo erotic
Sunday 6 July 2008
desire
Friday 4 July 2008
palavras não ditas, gestos não feitos...
Wednesday 2 July 2008
a alma do poeta
Monday 30 June 2008
rise up!
When people fear the government, there is tyranny. When government fears the people, there is liberty. - Thomas Paine
Prisons are built with stones of law, brothels with bricks of religion. - William Blake
The great are great only because we are on our knees. Let us rise! - Max Stirner
Sunday 29 June 2008
aerials
We’re one in the river
And one again after the fall
Swimming through the void
We hear the word
We lose ourselves
But we find it all….
Cause we are the ones that want to play
Always want to go
But you never want to stay
And we are the ones that want to choose
Always want to play
But you never want to lose
Aerials, in the sky
When you lose small mind
You free your life
Life is a waterfall
We drink from the river
Then we turn around and put up our walls
Swimming through the void
We hear the word
We lose ourselves
But we find it all…
Cause we are the ones that want to play
Always want to go
But you never want to stay
And we are the ones that want to choose
Always want to play
But you never want to lose
Aerials, in the sky
When you lose small mind
You free your life
Aerials, so up high
When you free your eyes eternal prize
Aerials, in the sky
When you lose small mind
You free your life
Aerials, so up high
When you free your eyes eternal prize
(System Of A Down)
Friday 27 June 2008
intimidade
Thursday 26 June 2008
excitação
Wednesday 25 June 2008
Monday 23 June 2008
underneath
Look at us break our bonds in this kitchen
Look at us rallying all our defenses
Look at us waging war in our bedroom
Look at us jumping ship in our dialogues
There is no difference in what we're doing in here
That doesn't show up as bigger symptoms out there
So why spend all our time in dressing our bandages
When we've the ultimate key to the cause right here, our underneath
Look at us form our cliques in our sandbox
Look at us micro kids with both our hearts blocked
Look at us turn away from all the rough spots
Look at dictatorship on my own block
There is no difference in what we're doing in here
That doesn't show up as bigger symptoms out there
So why spend all our time in dressing our bandages
When we've the ultimate key to the cause right here, our underneath
How I've spun my wheels with carts before my horse
When shine on the outside springs from the root
Spotlight on these seeds of simpler reasons
This core, born into form, starts in our living room
There is no difference in what we're doing in here
That doesn't show up as bigger symptoms out there
So why spend all our time in dressing our bandages
When we've the ultimate key to the cause right here, our underneath
Sunday 22 June 2008
at the beach
It was quite and there wasn’t much going on but after walking for an hour or so on the beach in a semi aroused state I needed relief and I found a small enclosed rock area where I thought I could jerk off in private. I took my shorts off and closed my eyes as I started to pull myself off loving the feeling of standing naked in the open.
I got a fright as I heard a noise and saw a man looking at me .Embarrassed I covered with my towel up but didn’t leave for some weird and wonderful reason.
He moved into the rock enclosure next to mine and although I couldn't see him I sensed he was there. I was still rock hard with a throbbing penis that needed relief. I was scared and excited and was wondering what to do when I noticed him step forward slight just so I could see his legs and shorts.
He gently rubbed himself and stepped back again into the rock enclosure next to mine. I couldn't believe it, I was disgusted and excited all at the same time, I wanted to see more. The next time he stepped forward I also stroked myself over my towel.
This went on back and forth a few more times until he stepped out of his enclosure and moved into mine. He stood there in front of me. The excitement was overwhelming, I felt that I should run but I couldn’t. I was scared but amazingly horny too. Before I knew it the man leant forward and grabbed me through my towel on my dong giving two squeezes and then letting go. He smiled at me but said nothing.
The ball was now firmly in my court and I found myself doing the same as he did to me through his shorts. He smiled at me as I had the courage not to let go, I continued to rub his dick over his shorts not caring anymore, excited and horny and wanting more. I let him pull my towel off and he took my rock hard naked cock in his hand.
He pulled me into the enclosure where he had been standing and I watched as he stepped out of his shorts. He was huge, much bigger than me with a beautiful circumcised cock. I moved to him taking him in my hand as he locked into me. We were now standing there in the open air locked into each other jerking each other off. I loved his cock in my hand and loved the feeling of him jerking my huge rock hard hardon off. He kissed my neck and played with my nipples as I came all over his leg, it was awesome. I wanted him to come and loved the feeling of watching him shoot his load as a continued to pull him off. He then just turned and left without saying another word.
I haven’t been able to keep away since and in the last 6 months have been back 5 other times to the beach all ending in happy endings..."
Saturday 21 June 2008
summer morning
Thursday 19 June 2008
sim... não...?
Que me ponho a rir às vezes, sozinho,
Não sei bem de quê, mas é de qualquer cousa
Que tem que ver com haver gente que pensa ...
Que pensará o meu muro da minha sombra?
Pergunto-me às vezes isto até dar por mim
A perguntar-me cousas. . .
E então desagrado-me, e incomodo-me
Como se desse por mim com um pé dormente. . .
Que pensará isto de aquilo?
Nada pensa nada.
Terá a terra consciência das pedras e plantas que tem?
Se ela a tiver, que a tenha...
Que me importa isso a mim?
Se eu pensasse nessas cousas,
Deixaria de ver as árvores e as plantas
E deixava de ver a Terra,
Para ver só os meus pensamentos ...
Entristecia e ficava às escuras.
E assim, sem pensar tenho a Terra e o Céu.
(Alberto Caeiro)
Wednesday 18 June 2008
Tuesday 17 June 2008
people...
(Anais Nin)
At work the same thing is true. People will make assumptions about others or about situations based on a perception that has been created in the past and has no relevance to the current situation.
Monday 16 June 2008
viva la vida
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
I hear Jerusalem bells a-ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
Missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
Once you'd gone there was never
Never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world
It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in.
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People could not believe what I'd become
Revolutionaries Wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?
I hear Jerusalem bells a-ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know St. Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world
(Ohhhhh Ohhh Ohhh)
Hear Jerusalem bells a-ringings
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know St. Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
Sunday 15 June 2008
andava a lua nos céus
Com o seu bando de estrelas
Na minha alcova
Ardiam velas
Em candelabros de bronze
Pelo chão em desalinho
Os veludos pareciam
Ondas de sangue e ondas de vinho
Ele, olhava-me cismando;
E eu,
Plácidamente, fumava,
Vendo a lua branca e nua
Que pelos céus caminhava.
Aproximou-se; e em delírio
Procurou avidamente
E avidamente beijou
A minha boca de cravo
Que a beijar se recusou.
Arrastou-me para ele,
E encostado ao meu ombro
Falou-me de um pagem loiro
Que morrera de saudade
À beira-mar, a cantar...
Olhei o céu!
Agora, a lua, fugia,
Entre nuvens que tornavam
A linda noite sombria.
Deram-se as bocas num beijo,
Um beijo nervoso e lento...
O homem cede ao desejo
Como a nuvem cede ao vento
Vinha longe a madrugada.
Por fim,
Largando esse corpo
Que adormecera cansado
E que eu beijara, loucamente,
Sem sentir,
Bebia vinho, perdidamente
Bebia vinha..., até cair.
anda vem...
Carne morena, toda perfume?
Porque te calas,
Porque esmoreces,
Boca vermelha --- rosa de lume?
Se a luz do dia
Te cobre de pejo,
Esperemos a noite presos num beijo.
Dá-me o infinito gozo
De contigo adormecer
Devagarinho, sentindo
O aroma e o calor
Da tua carne, meu amor!
E ouve, mancebo alado:
Entrega-te, sê contente!
--- Nem todo o prazer
Tem vileza ou tem pecado!
Anda, vem!... Dá-me o teu corpo
Em troca dos meus desejos...
Tenho saudades da vida!
Tenho sede dos teus beijos!
(António Botto)
Friday 13 June 2008
one night stand
Now what?
Now that we've kissed and we've said a few words...
Now what?
Now I've told my friends and worried what they'll think. Now I've closed my mind worried what I think...
Now what?
Now that I've made myself at home and climbed into your bed. Now that I can't be bothered and you just can't...
Now what?
Now that it's morning and I can see you clearly. Now that it's morning and you can see me clearly...
Now what?
Now that you've got what you wanted and you've got your life to lead. It's now what I expected and I think I'd better leave...
Now what?
So now that you've explored me and we've exchanged informal chat ...
Now what?
What happens now?
I leave.
Thursday 12 June 2008
Wednesday 11 June 2008
any doubts...?
1. Our mental and emotional health balance is clearly influenced by sex. Abstinence is known to cause from anxiety to paranoia and depression… In fact, in case of light depressions, after having sex the brain releases endorphins, that decrease stress, inducing a state of euphoria.
2. Sex can be a beauty treatment. While having sex, a woman’s body doubles the estrogen level, and this makes her hair shine and the skin becomes softer.
3. A 10-year research carried on 1,000 middle-aged men at Queens University in Belfast, Ireland, showed that sex on a regular basis increases the humans’ lifespan. For the same age and health, those who had orgasms more frequently had half the death rate of men who did not have such frequent orgasms. This could be due to the plummeting stress hormones, reaction that installs after we have sex.
4. Sweating while having sex cleanse the skin pores, making the skin brighter and decreasing the risk of developing dermatitis.
5. Sex can make us lose weight. You burn all that fat and carbohydrates from the romantic dinner. Quickies of 20 minutes weekly mean 7 500 calories annually, that’s as much as you consume on 120 km (745 mi) of jogging. A sex session can burn about 200 calories. This is like running 15 minutes on a treadmill!
6. Sex strengthen our muscles. You can imagine the effort made by your muscles through those pushes and flexions. It depends on your stunts in bed, of course. And it’s clearly a lot more fun than running for miles.
7. The more active your sex life is, the more attractive for the opposite sex you are. High sexual activity makes the body release more pheromones, chemicals that attract the opposite sex.
8. Sex sharpens our senses, at least the smell. Following the orgasm, a rise of the hormone prolactin makes the brain’s stem cells form new neurons in the olfactory bulb, boosting a person’s olfactory abilities.
9. Sex is also a pain reliever, ten times more effective than Valium: immediately before orgasm, levels of the hormone oxytocin rise by five times, determining a huge release of endorphins. These chemicals calm pain, from a minor headache to arthritis or migraines, and with no secondary effects. Migraines also disappear because the pressure in the brain’s blood vessels is lowered while we have sex. So now we see that actually, a woman’s headache is rather a good reason for having sex, not against it.
10. Kissing your partner daily means less visits to dentist. Kissing stimulates salivation, which cleanses food left between the teeth and lowers the acidity in the mouth, the main cause of the tooth decay.
11. A good sex session can be a good remedy against stiff nose, being a natural antihistaminic that helps combating asthma and high fever.
12. Having sex regularly drops the cholesterol level, balancing the ratio good cholesterol: bad cholesterol.
13. The hormones released while we have sex helps both men and women; estrogen protects a woman’s heart but on the long term, it can be efficient also against Alzheimer’s disease and osteoporosis while testosterone strengthens the bones and muscles.
14. Sex is not beneficial not only for the heart, but also for the blood circulation, especially in the brain, because of the increased heart rate and deep breathing.
15. The sexual activity lowers the risk of getting colds and the flu. 1-2 intercourses weekly means 30 % higher levels of the antibody immunoglobulin A, that spurs the immune system.
16. Sex leads to a better control of the bladder, by strengthening the pelvis muscles controlling the flow of urine.
17. After orgasm, especially in the evening, we become sleepy. This is the effect of some good sex: it increases sleep quality. Following an orgasm, the body of both males or females becomes completely relaxed, so they may have a good deep sleep.
18. Sex fights cancer! Various researches have shown that a high ejaculation frequency and sexual activity are linked to a lower risk of prostate cancer later in life. A study found out that men who ejaculated 13 to 20 times monthly presented a 14% lower risk of prostate cancer than men who ejaculated on average, between 4 and 7 times monthly for most of their adult life. Those ejaculating over 21 times a month presented a 33% decreased risk of developing prostate cancer than the baseline group.
Tuesday 10 June 2008
sex and the city
- Because everyone else started!
- I can't color enough, I would color all day every day If I had my way, I would use every crayon in my box
- We get it! You like to color...
- When Big colors... he rarely stays within the lines.
- Everything except Dante's dick.
- My dog ran up on your dick. Deck
- What makes you think something bad is gonna happen?
- Because! Nobody gets everything they want! Look at you, look at Miranda. You're good people and you two both got shafted. I'm so happy and... something bad is going to happen.
- Sweetie, you shit your pants this year. I think you're done.